Hate.
It had the same intoxication as a strong ale, but the allure of a fine wine. One sip and in a flash, the fires within could spread from your belly until you're warm in the face.
Seersha? Her face was burning up as she roamed crowded streets. With each step she looked at the letter in her paw, not really paying attention to the life of the harbor around her. It bustled. It lived. It breathed. Normally, it would be perfect for a painting. Instead, this letter consumed her thoughts. Not the sun, no, a simple envelope with graceful scribbles indicating a name.
Kaden.
It was only a name with a Vorsky seal, as if Bridger's last words were a secret. Its contents were the real treasure that Seersha sought. She imagined what words awaited the recipient. As she did, despite looking like a Winder, mused like a Vorsky as she walked.
"Dear Mr. Winder. No. My dearest and only brother, Kaden. Exactly like the stuffy prince who could've been, you've hidden from your real duties. As I lay dying from a wasting cough, my final wish is that my daughter, who is actually your daughter--clearly--gets one swift punch in your face," Seersha said in a mocking, stuffy voice. It wasn't Bridger's. It wasn't hers. Even she didn't know what she was going for.
Seersha sighed and adjusted her spectacles. No, no, no, and no, that wouldn't do. She cleared her throat and stopped for a moment as a school of kits rushed by with their panicking parents. Seersha adjusted her pack and put her paw on her rapier, too. Bully Harbor was unsafe, right? Had to look like she could hold her own.
Then, she started over.
"Dear stupid, tall, waste of a fuzzy noodle and a father, here is your daughter. Please allow her twenty-five or maybe twenty-six punches, one for each year I was burdened with her." Seersha's ears flattened as she started that one. The Vorsky's never saw her as a burden. And for her "siblings" ... well, they knew her as family.
Gosh, are these my insecurities? No. Let's fix that. One more time.
She looked at the sealed letter and channeled deep within her a latent Felmarian rage and a true, fiery Winder heart, masked by 'proper' upbringing.
"Dear Kaden. I'm sure it comes to no surprise to you that I am dying. And actually, I'm dead now. Yes, dead. Funny thing that. Yet you live, too stubborn to die. For all your years of running from responsibility, whether it be a throne, found family, or being there as I waste away, there is one thing you can't outrun: your mistakes. Here is one of them, breathing before you. Born of one of your many trysts. But she has not been a mistake. She's been a gift to my family. A loving daughter. A talented painter-dancer. And my dying wish is that she gives you as many punches as she can fit in an hour, for that is how long my dying breaths will probably take until I'm dragged to the depths. I hope your bones ache eternally from all that foolish fighting. Oh, and allow her to yell at you because you deserve it. Yours truly. No. Your forgotten brother, Bridger."
Seersha frowned. Bridger was much better with words than she was. Heck, her whole family was. Seersha's words needed to come from a canvas or with much more time to think. For once, art wouldn't be enough.
Assuming she found him, of course.
Supposedly they used to write each other, using this weird Felmarian bartender "Rind" as a middle man. If this man was alive as well, he would be the key. The weasel loosened her grip on the letter as she continued on, starting to muse on how she'd approach some stranger in The Thorn in the Side or whatever the tavern was called.
As a breeze blew, her lack of focus condemned her to the most embarrassing of follies, especially for a dancer: tripping in public over nothing.
"Ah!" She gasped, unintentionally ditching the letter to catch herself on her soft paws. With a bashful sigh and her head low she tried to continue walking and ignore the glances.
The letter.
It soared away like a taunting bird, flying freely from her grasp. In a panic, she chased after it.
Somehow, this too, was Kaden's fault. She swore it between desperate, breathless jumps and grabby paws.
It had the same intoxication as a strong ale, but the allure of a fine wine. One sip and in a flash, the fires within could spread from your belly until you're warm in the face.
Seersha? Her face was burning up as she roamed crowded streets. With each step she looked at the letter in her paw, not really paying attention to the life of the harbor around her. It bustled. It lived. It breathed. Normally, it would be perfect for a painting. Instead, this letter consumed her thoughts. Not the sun, no, a simple envelope with graceful scribbles indicating a name.
Kaden.
It was only a name with a Vorsky seal, as if Bridger's last words were a secret. Its contents were the real treasure that Seersha sought. She imagined what words awaited the recipient. As she did, despite looking like a Winder, mused like a Vorsky as she walked.
"Dear Mr. Winder. No. My dearest and only brother, Kaden. Exactly like the stuffy prince who could've been, you've hidden from your real duties. As I lay dying from a wasting cough, my final wish is that my daughter, who is actually your daughter--clearly--gets one swift punch in your face," Seersha said in a mocking, stuffy voice. It wasn't Bridger's. It wasn't hers. Even she didn't know what she was going for.
Seersha sighed and adjusted her spectacles. No, no, no, and no, that wouldn't do. She cleared her throat and stopped for a moment as a school of kits rushed by with their panicking parents. Seersha adjusted her pack and put her paw on her rapier, too. Bully Harbor was unsafe, right? Had to look like she could hold her own.
Then, she started over.
"Dear stupid, tall, waste of a fuzzy noodle and a father, here is your daughter. Please allow her twenty-five or maybe twenty-six punches, one for each year I was burdened with her." Seersha's ears flattened as she started that one. The Vorsky's never saw her as a burden. And for her "siblings" ... well, they knew her as family.
Gosh, are these my insecurities? No. Let's fix that. One more time.
She looked at the sealed letter and channeled deep within her a latent Felmarian rage and a true, fiery Winder heart, masked by 'proper' upbringing.
"Dear Kaden. I'm sure it comes to no surprise to you that I am dying. And actually, I'm dead now. Yes, dead. Funny thing that. Yet you live, too stubborn to die. For all your years of running from responsibility, whether it be a throne, found family, or being there as I waste away, there is one thing you can't outrun: your mistakes. Here is one of them, breathing before you. Born of one of your many trysts. But she has not been a mistake. She's been a gift to my family. A loving daughter. A talented painter-dancer. And my dying wish is that she gives you as many punches as she can fit in an hour, for that is how long my dying breaths will probably take until I'm dragged to the depths. I hope your bones ache eternally from all that foolish fighting. Oh, and allow her to yell at you because you deserve it. Yours truly. No. Your forgotten brother, Bridger."
Seersha frowned. Bridger was much better with words than she was. Heck, her whole family was. Seersha's words needed to come from a canvas or with much more time to think. For once, art wouldn't be enough.
Assuming she found him, of course.
Supposedly they used to write each other, using this weird Felmarian bartender "Rind" as a middle man. If this man was alive as well, he would be the key. The weasel loosened her grip on the letter as she continued on, starting to muse on how she'd approach some stranger in The Thorn in the Side or whatever the tavern was called.
As a breeze blew, her lack of focus condemned her to the most embarrassing of follies, especially for a dancer: tripping in public over nothing.
"Ah!" She gasped, unintentionally ditching the letter to catch herself on her soft paws. With a bashful sigh and her head low she tried to continue walking and ignore the glances.
The letter.
It soared away like a taunting bird, flying freely from her grasp. In a panic, she chased after it.
Somehow, this too, was Kaden's fault. She swore it between desperate, breathless jumps and grabby paws.